At this point, Utmost Restraint knows me pretty well. Yes, we have played together on many lovely occasions, but also, he pays attention. He knows that orgasms in general – and vibrators specifically – are strong motivational tools for me. He wanted to give me the lived experience of knowing – truly knowing – that […]
Restrained in a strict elbow tie and a leather hood, Elise begins her vibrotherapy journey at the caring hands of Utmost Restraint. Tied with one ankle up high, Elise’s pussy and soles of her feet are completely exposed. Utmost explores pain play with Elise through caning, rubber bands on the feet, and spanking while exploring […]
To turn the tables on someone means to gain the upper hand. In this play session with Utmost Restraint, I do believe he gained the upper hand pretty effortlessly over my body and mind in tying me in a neck-to-crotch rope predicament table position. Instantly, my major muscle groups begin working to keep my hips […]
Who has been doing their yoga? Not me! Thankfully Utmost Restraint is fully capable of encouraging me to explore the depth of my back bend with just a bit of rope, a cane and a generally good time. After suspending my ankles and shoulders up in the air, he makes quick work of my nipples […]
Utmost Restraint and I are deep into play by the time we make our way into Part Two (see Part One). I have been in a physically uncomfortable position for well over 40 minutes at this point, both my mind and body are saturated with sensations to attend to, and I have entered a pretty […]
After spending all night editing this video and reliving this experience, I am filled with an intense desire to torment Utmost Restraint! Thankfully being a switch myself – and playing with other switches – affords me the opportunity to satisfy this desire! I am bound to a post on my knees with my toes tied […]
It had been a long time since I last experienced cathartic crying within a BDSM context, and on this day Utmost Restraint skillfully guided me there. Perched upon a spinning stand of discomfort built by Utmost Restraint himself, I learned what standing on my toes for an hour felt like – thankfully there was an […]
