After spending all night editing this video and reliving this experience, I am filled with an intense desire to torment Utmost Restraint! Thankfully being a switch myself – and playing with other switches – affords me the opportunity to satisfy this desire! I am bound to a post on my knees with my toes tied up to keep me there. My arms are up and to the sides of the post – leaving the front side of my body very exposed. I am gagged and drooling. After some warming up with various corporal implements, Utmost Restraint begins his real purpose, which is to make me suffer with electricity. I sense he has connected to his sadist side on this day, as he brings forth the toys that I hate the most – shocker, cattle prod and electro nipple clamps. The homemade clamps are intended to send current straight through the nipple, as Utmost very much desires. As the electro is activated by sound, the microphone near my face encourages me to stay as silent as possible. He knows that I am fearful of the cattle prod especially, and yet he uses it anyway, to give me the opportunity to feel strong and proud. Yeah, thanks! Although he is kind enough to not abuse me with these toys, he certainly pushes me to the point of crying and, indeed, suffering, which, yes, is where I enjoy being. So, ultimately, a genuine thanks goes out to my purveyor of suffering. Be sure to check out Part Two for more

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