To turn the tables on someone means to gain the upper hand. In this play session with Utmost Restraint, I do believe he gained the upper hand pretty effortlessly over my body and mind in tying me in a neck-to-crotch rope predicament table position. Instantly, my major muscle groups begin working to keep my hips […]
Who has been doing their yoga? Not me! Thankfully Utmost Restraint is fully capable of encouraging me to explore the depth of my back bend with just a bit of rope, a cane and a generally good time. After suspending my ankles and shoulders up in the air, he makes quick work of my nipples […]
It has been a rough year. We all have various degrees of unprocessed grief about the health of our planet, the state of our nation, and our lives individually. Sometimes we could use a little assistance in acknowledging our suffering, expressing our suffering and, ultimately, releasing our suffering. That is where BDSM can help. Tied […]
Utmost Restraint and I are deep into play by the time we make our way into Part Two (see Part One). I have been in a physically uncomfortable position for well over 40 minutes at this point, both my mind and body are saturated with sensations to attend to, and I have entered a pretty […]
One of the most entertaining aspects of switching with a regular partner is the potential for payback. During my last playtime topping Kino, I created a taxing predicament which he felt inspired to build off of and return to me. It’s super fun to exchange ideas, create new ones, and to just play. During this […]
After spending all night editing this video and reliving this experience, I am filled with an intense desire to torment Utmost Restraint! Thankfully being a switch myself – and playing with other switches – affords me the opportunity to satisfy this desire! I am bound to a post on my knees with my toes tied […]
It’s Friday and Alba arrives home an hour early after a long work week. She is dressed in her typical business attire to include a blouse, skirt, and knee-high boots. She pours herself a glass of wine when her phone rings. It’s her friend Caroline who she was supposed to spend the day with tomorrow, […]
I have princess feet. This means that my feet are extremely sensitive, however, interestingly, I also enjoy them tortured. It appears as though today is my turn to suffer. I enjoyed myself last week making Kino suffer in ballet boots, and it seems as though he wants some payback. He leads me to a board […]
Nurse Elise arrives at Lita’s cell after being notified of her heavy abdominal cramps. As Lita has been violent in the past, she is secured to the bed in a straitjacket with her legs open for Nurse Elise to have full access during the exam. First, Elise does a manual exam with her fingers, but […]
It had been a long time since I last experienced cathartic crying within a BDSM context, and on this day Utmost Restraint skillfully guided me there. Perched upon a spinning stand of discomfort built by Utmost Restraint himself, I learned what standing on my toes for an hour felt like – thankfully there was an […]
